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Before I begin, I just want to celebrate the fact at least three people will be doing the 30 Days of Truth Challenge. Yay!

I am trying not to look at the questions beforehand, so I can be surprised and so I don’t start planning out what I am going to say days before. I want my answers to based on my immediate gut reaction, rather than rethinking ahead of time, whether I should share something or not.

For this next one, I really felt an instant reaction and although it is morbid, it is the truth.  I hope I never have to go through the death of my child. I know it is not supposed to happen that way, and for most, thank God it doesn’t, but yes that is a big fear of mine.  I don’t even want to talk about it too much and even posting it here scares me. It is as if, I have this hidden jinxing belief, that if you talk about it, or fear it too much, it will come true.

Anyway, again, I hope I never have to go through that pain, I hope she has a long, happy, life. My heart goes out to all those who have had to bury a child. I can’t even imagine and I don’t want to imagine it.

I am done with this one.